Morose

Forgive me while I wax morose. Don't read too much into it.

I have had several dreams in my lifetime where I died. I always have a moment to realize, "I am about to die." Once it was a tornado coming directly for me. Another time I was riding in a car that flew off a cliff. A recent one had me in an elevator that fell down the shaft unexpectedly. Every time, I close my eyes and say, "Well, that's all there is. I wonder if I was right about everything." That's it; that exact phrase, every single time.

If you came here to know me better than you did before, I'd like to think this was helpful.